happy birthday to you or me?

this girl that works at my job, today is her birthday. she's at the mall and she calls me to ask to see if i want some of the lip gloss i was running out of. it's your birthday why are you out buying ME gifts? she buys me 2 chocolate frosted donuts every morning and once a month buys me the new edition of Seventeen. this is all too creepy. she ever asked me one weekend if there was anything i wanted from the mall cause she was bored she wanted to go shopping. what in the hell? i promise on everything i do not like teh girl, at all. i don't even pay her that much attention. why is she trying to buy my love? i don't care. it's whatever, just know i'm a one woman woman. . . . funny thing is it's wrong that im not stopping her. she knows she isnt gong to get anything outta me, i dk why she continues to do it.

004.

in five years i plan for us to have moved
out of our NY owned apartment,
& to be ready to move to our MIAMI home.

CALI

enjoy california. you already told me you won't miss me. don't worry when you call, i won't bother to pick up. but if you text me, i'll answer. JUST remember, don't go out there and do anything stupid, cause what happens in cali, BETTER NOT stay in cali.

002.

this summer has taught me a lot. i cut out a lot of things in my life, a lot of people in my life. i've made a bunch of better choices. i realize that some of the people i have kept around feel that i'm going to ACTUALLY listen to their opinion. i don't really care, that much. its always nice to hear what you have to say but honestly, i know what ima do. when people tell you they need you help, its cause they've already made up their mind they just want someone to agree.

yeah but i'm honestly, internaly happy. i like my school. i'm learning, studying, attending, passing ... enjoying school. my job is good. i've earned a title, getting a nice check on pay days. i have my own desk. i even enjoy going to work on work day, who says that. my family is good. i feel it NECESSARY to going to my brother HS soccer games, and make it an obligation in my life. my love life, its good. that's all you need to know. i love them, they love me, right boo? out for now i'm about to make brownies.

001.

little brother's soccer practice.